Miss you brother Shillinde....

It has been exactly four years and 1 day since my one and only brother,,Shillinde left us...It has been so difficult to believe that i will no longer see his tender smile again, I always want to believe that he travelled to another town and he will be coming back.

I sometimes look at the sky and wonder why he had to go so soon, why he had to leave us behind without a  brother that we treasured so much and we needed so much.

My brother was protective and always told me to take care, he would advice me on how to behave, he would warn me on some things,I remember that this bothered me, but now that I look back I know that he loved me a lot and wanted what was best for me. He was always there for me when I needed him and I knew that I could talk to him about any problems I had. I trusted my brother a lot and he is one person i would stand and be there for him in whatever situation., i think he was the only guy i would understand more than any guy...

Shillinde was a character. He always had a smile on his face and always seemed to have a new joke to tell. His easy-going relaxed nature made him a delight to be around. He had a lot of close friends and was always the life of the party,,Yes he loved life....

One of the things that I respected the most about my brother was that even though he had such a carefree attitude, he also had a serious side. He was very intelligent and did well at everything he did...and the beautful part of it he was a doctor, a life server...

I miss my brother more than words can say. I miss his kindness, his support and humor. I am thankful for his time on earth.He may be gone but I will always remember how wonderful a person he was and that his memory will continue to live on in my heart and mind forever.....